I've been trying to be better than I've ever been.
Just because I'm broke, it doesn't mean I'm broken. Every word you spoke left me emptier than my wallet could ever be. I'll pick myself back up. I'm sick of overthinking. I hate the way you make me feel like I'm always dead wrong. I know that I'm not perfect, but now I feel like nothing. Every time you speak I pray to Gods I don't believe in that you'll choke on every word, then you'll know how I felt. Every time you speak I pray to Gods I don't believe in that you'll choke on every word. Every fucking word.
I hope that you forget the colour of my eyes, and the memories that we made, they're all just fucking worthless. I'm such a pessimist and you're such a hypocrite. Think for yourself. Think for yourself.
released August 8, 2016
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